I decided to quickly write down how I felt right after the futsal games, is 2.30 now and I just took a very nice bath to calm myself down. Saturday was always my favorite day after Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday and Friday(all the week days is nice becoz I m surrounded by 45 lil angels) becoz i get to play Futsal with my friends.
I knew I was,I m ,I will always be the so-so player in the game but I always enjoyed it even if I'm playing the minor role in the team. But I think I have one of the worst game in my life today and I can start feeling some frustration in myself. And as the clock ticks, that sense of frustration just grew stronger and stronger. I finally can't take it anymore so I just use the ball and kick in the direction of an opponent. He give me the looks of WTF and I just yelled something that I can't even remember now.
!!!!!! I thought being a teacher in the primary school have trained me to have better control of my emotion and not to show my tantrum easily. But how badly wrong was I? Somehow it just struck my head and remind me that I have never been able to control myself. I have no EQ at all(and my IQ is really low too). I always think that killing the source is the fastest way to end a problem. And tonight I'm closest to the thought of killing some1. If I have hold a gun and not a football, I will be rightly sobbing behind the steel bar now.
So here upon I urge every1 of u to help me change the evil side of me, whenever u sense that I'm behaving angrily please pour a cup of teh ice on me. Thanks
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Sunday, April 8, 2007
Oasis and Coldplay Week
Woohoo finally I am kapping(jamming but we call it kap instead) with all member of the Dwn. Haha under the idea of the very intelligent but not so good looking singer(me la, hu else) we now have our kapping session playing song that we previously choose a theme for. To make it easy, Oasis and Coldplay Week means we play Oasis and Coldplay's song only.
To whoever that is reading my blog(though not many of them), i m hoping u can drop by and pay us a visit because I always want to show off to my friend haha, just joking I wish u will drop by and tell us how well/bad we played and give suggestion on where to improve. And yeah, we are looking for a female vocalist, as long as don't sing as bad as me then u can leave a msg and tell me if u r interested.
By the way, did I mention that we are actually itching to perform too, but don seems to have the luck or the right connection to find 1. So any of u hu is getting married, having birthday bash, anniversary, class gathering, divorce(lol, look on the bright side, u finally don have to stay with that jerk anymore) and want to listen to some band playing, plz tell us hahahaha.....
Okay la, gtg now.
To whoever that is reading my blog(though not many of them), i m hoping u can drop by and pay us a visit because I always want to show off to my friend haha, just joking I wish u will drop by and tell us how well/bad we played and give suggestion on where to improve. And yeah, we are looking for a female vocalist, as long as don't sing as bad as me then u can leave a msg and tell me if u r interested.
By the way, did I mention that we are actually itching to perform too, but don seems to have the luck or the right connection to find 1. So any of u hu is getting married, having birthday bash, anniversary, class gathering, divorce(lol, look on the bright side, u finally don have to stay with that jerk anymore) and want to listen to some band playing, plz tell us hahahaha.....
Okay la, gtg now.
Sunday, April 1, 2007
April Fool
April Fool has always been the lamest day in my calendar because most of the tricks they play is just too naive and stupid. It makes me kinda wonder how come people is still celebrating April Fool like they have not done enough stupid things in their life.
My brother was asked to join his friends for a movie, and is so nice of him inviting me along. I went along since I have nothing to do through out the days. That movie was suppose to be some horror flick directed by some famous name who previously did some amazing horror movies. Being a coward, I always hated watching horror movie, but that show didn't scared me for a bit at all. Imagine u going to some naked beach only to see that 99% of the gals there cover themselves with 2 towels. Same thing bout that movie as well, the ghost look so much friendlier than nun in church.
I came out of the cinema with a big L hanging on my head, this is what my brother remark for that movie : U thought ghost rider sucks? Think again, watch this show and I will not doubt that u think ghost rider is awesome.
Haha so this April Fool, no 1 trick me but I went to watch the lamest movie and thinking i m actually the joke haha.
My brother was asked to join his friends for a movie, and is so nice of him inviting me along. I went along since I have nothing to do through out the days. That movie was suppose to be some horror flick directed by some famous name who previously did some amazing horror movies. Being a coward, I always hated watching horror movie, but that show didn't scared me for a bit at all. Imagine u going to some naked beach only to see that 99% of the gals there cover themselves with 2 towels. Same thing bout that movie as well, the ghost look so much friendlier than nun in church.
I came out of the cinema with a big L hanging on my head, this is what my brother remark for that movie : U thought ghost rider sucks? Think again, watch this show and I will not doubt that u think ghost rider is awesome.
Haha so this April Fool, no 1 trick me but I went to watch the lamest movie and thinking i m actually the joke haha.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
No Futsal For Me!
Today is gonna be remembered as the saddest day of my life, becoz I didn't get to play Futsal with my friends. I noe this may sounds stupid, but being a poor, ugly and sick bastard, weekend futsal is the only thing i look forward in my life. For the past few months, i live my Monday waiting for Tuesday to arrive, and so on till Saturday is here when I can play Futsal.
Being a big mouth all the time, my friend couldn't wait to get their revenge by telling me how fun is the session without me and so so so...... To top up with this, my favorite team- Arsenal was thrashed by Liverpool. So much for the Gunners, now they have to live with the name Gooners, at least till they beat Liverpool again.
Well at least, Mun Peng is willing to accompany me and we went to Petaling Street for Hokkien Mee after the disappointed match just to make things up for me. Yawn, maybe Mun Peng should get a gf instead of being with a loser like me haha... SO LONG FOR NOW!!!
Being a big mouth all the time, my friend couldn't wait to get their revenge by telling me how fun is the session without me and so so so...... To top up with this, my favorite team- Arsenal was thrashed by Liverpool. So much for the Gunners, now they have to live with the name Gooners, at least till they beat Liverpool again.
Well at least, Mun Peng is willing to accompany me and we went to Petaling Street for Hokkien Mee after the disappointed match just to make things up for me. Yawn, maybe Mun Peng should get a gf instead of being with a loser like me haha... SO LONG FOR NOW!!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I Love Teaching!
OK, maybe you guys think that the title is not right so I'm gonna say it loud again : I LOVE TEACHING!!! My friends from all over the place couldn't believe when i first told them i m teaching. They all get so worried and say that I might be the worst teacher ever, haha take back all ur harsh remarks because I think that I did fairly well as a teacher.
So far I have not receive complaint, and i have not been getting any hate letters( no luck with love letter as well =p). The only thing that i think i failed is not socialize with other teachers. I guess maybe is all of the teacher is married and the topic they mostly talk about is family stuff.
Now everyday after school students from a bus that pass by my house will start shouting "Ye Lao Shi" crazily. (so much for staying in a corner house by the road) Haha so i just have to raise my hand and wave with them in reply. I blushed sometime when some other people looking at me with one kind of look haha. But nonetheless i LOVE TEACHING!!!!!!
So far I have not receive complaint, and i have not been getting any hate letters( no luck with love letter as well =p). The only thing that i think i failed is not socialize with other teachers. I guess maybe is all of the teacher is married and the topic they mostly talk about is family stuff.
Now everyday after school students from a bus that pass by my house will start shouting "Ye Lao Shi" crazily. (so much for staying in a corner house by the road) Haha so i just have to raise my hand and wave with them in reply. I blushed sometime when some other people looking at me with one kind of look haha. But nonetheless i LOVE TEACHING!!!!!!
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Jam! Jam! Jam! I dun mean O2Jam!!!!
After resting for so long, finally we get to jam again. The last time we jam together was before 2007 when we still preparing for a gig that was later being called off(ex, i still feel the pain). So i was really looking forward to the jamming session.
I guess we are still having the scary PMS, thats y we play mostly muse's song today. If there is anything that amazed me, its gonna be our drummer that seems to be able to play piano quite well, and all this while i thought he is only good when comes to drive through to McD. (xiong, well done)
Xien drove a Volvo S60 today because his car is so dead that he have to rent another car now, the Volvo is awesome. It may not have the most luxurious outlook but it sure is very comfortable. The car booth is awesome too, we spend hours playing with it after getting tired stressing our brain to come up with a song but like always it failed. Haiya, need to learn more chord first i guess.
I guess we are still having the scary PMS, thats y we play mostly muse's song today. If there is anything that amazed me, its gonna be our drummer that seems to be able to play piano quite well, and all this while i thought he is only good when comes to drive through to McD. (xiong, well done)
Xien drove a Volvo S60 today because his car is so dead that he have to rent another car now, the Volvo is awesome. It may not have the most luxurious outlook but it sure is very comfortable. The car booth is awesome too, we spend hours playing with it after getting tired stressing our brain to come up with a song but like always it failed. Haiya, need to learn more chord first i guess.
Thursday, March 8, 2007
So Cute! So Adorable! Wait!!!! Am I Slowly Turning into A Pedophile?
Oh my god, is been 2 whole week since i last post anything on my blog. People might start thinking : this is the Kah Ming i noes for years, lazy and no perseverance at all. I admit i was quite lazy but hey wat the heck, i m starting to write 1 now.
I started to teach in afternoon session 2 weeks ago which if you guys can back track: just right after Muse's Concert. There is only standard 1&2 in the afternoon session so the teacher teaching in afternoon session significantly decreased a lot compared to those in the morning. Is a good thing though, because less teacher will be taking leave and i can have more of the free periods instead of going in to the class and replace those teacher hu is absent.
The first class i went into was a standard 1 class which by far 1 of my favorite class. Maybe is becoz i teach them for 14 periods per week where the rest i only spend maximum 4 periods with them. They are kinda shocked when i walk into the class room, thinking hu is this good looking teacher is(haha, in my dream). They somehow stuck and dunno how to greet me. It turn out that i have the same surname just as the previous teacher( i m Yap btw). Haha they don have to remember another teacher's surname after all.
As my teaching continue towards the 2 weeks, I started to pay attention to some of the student in the class. Some of them really are so cute and adorable that makes you have the urge to start having kids now. 1 of the cute student was sitting right in front of my table and she is already one of my favorite. Partly becoz she is cute and also she is hardworking and not annoying. Of coz she is not the only 1 that i pay attention to, there is also this small lil gal hu walk up to me and ask me for help everytime i gave the class some homework.
She came into the class today with a side of hair flying around becoz the hairband she have just drop off. She walk up to me and ask me to help her with it, I was like WTF? i never have long hair b4 so how can i help her. haha well she spend the next half period trying to ask her fren to tie it right for her, and i was laughing all the time(of coz inside my heart).
I really enjoy teaching afternoon session, they are easier to teach and follow instruction without much scolding needed(well, some of them really make me wan to kill myself instead of scolding becoz they are just so angelic innocent looking). And you will always be greeted by the student no matter where you are. Haha BA BA BA LA BA, im loving it.
But lets pray that i dun out to be a pedophile which i always wish i will never be. I think i just enjoying looking at cute cute innocent student, so any1 of you start to feel that i have turn to the darkside please kill me b4 i did something really bad.
I started to teach in afternoon session 2 weeks ago which if you guys can back track: just right after Muse's Concert. There is only standard 1&2 in the afternoon session so the teacher teaching in afternoon session significantly decreased a lot compared to those in the morning. Is a good thing though, because less teacher will be taking leave and i can have more of the free periods instead of going in to the class and replace those teacher hu is absent.
The first class i went into was a standard 1 class which by far 1 of my favorite class. Maybe is becoz i teach them for 14 periods per week where the rest i only spend maximum 4 periods with them. They are kinda shocked when i walk into the class room, thinking hu is this good looking teacher is(haha, in my dream). They somehow stuck and dunno how to greet me. It turn out that i have the same surname just as the previous teacher( i m Yap btw). Haha they don have to remember another teacher's surname after all.
As my teaching continue towards the 2 weeks, I started to pay attention to some of the student in the class. Some of them really are so cute and adorable that makes you have the urge to start having kids now. 1 of the cute student was sitting right in front of my table and she is already one of my favorite. Partly becoz she is cute and also she is hardworking and not annoying. Of coz she is not the only 1 that i pay attention to, there is also this small lil gal hu walk up to me and ask me for help everytime i gave the class some homework.
She came into the class today with a side of hair flying around becoz the hairband she have just drop off. She walk up to me and ask me to help her with it, I was like WTF? i never have long hair b4 so how can i help her. haha well she spend the next half period trying to ask her fren to tie it right for her, and i was laughing all the time(of coz inside my heart).
I really enjoy teaching afternoon session, they are easier to teach and follow instruction without much scolding needed(well, some of them really make me wan to kill myself instead of scolding becoz they are just so angelic innocent looking). And you will always be greeted by the student no matter where you are. Haha BA BA BA LA BA, im loving it.
But lets pray that i dun out to be a pedophile which i always wish i will never be. I think i just enjoying looking at cute cute innocent student, so any1 of you start to feel that i have turn to the darkside please kill me b4 i did something really bad.
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