BFF?!?!

I only know that BFF stands for Best Friend Forever this morning.

Previously i thought BFF is BEST FEMALE FRIEND.

Or Best Friend's Friend (yeah, I know that's lame)

But worst of all, at one point I actually thought it might be Boy Friend's Friend.


Back to what I intend to talk about, I realized that I never actually had a best friend before. I dun feel sad and is not pathetic btw, is the simple fact that I don't have a best friend.

Best Friend - The one friend who is closest to you. (this is from a lousy web dictionary)

I have a few friends that are close to me but I dun think any1 of them are more close to me than the rest, and I m a stupid person who think that best can only be 1. But it does make sense right? Best is suppose to be having the most positive qualities, so how can it be more than one for most?

I am a person who share most of my feeling and thoughts to anyone around that I am fond of. I think one can only befriend with another that he/she likes. So in my case, most of my friend will know what I m going thro in my mind. It doesn't feel like standing on the stage totally naked, it actually make me feel less stressed because I am able to share.

In my mind, friend are suppose to be someone that share a lot of commonality yet complete the lacking part of you. I'm blessed with very nice friends throughout my life, I may not have lots of friend but friends that I have around are superb and sometimes I feel that I don't deserved it at all. (lol, i know it sounds like the those break-up lines)

Once again, it is proven I'm having more of quality than just plain quantity in my life.

Break

The one week Raya break is almost over, classes will be as usual come this Monday.

Went for house visiting on the third day of Raya (Friday), had tonnes of layer cakes and a very nice beef dish. Every1 is all dressed up and look their best except for me. (i wore a shorts, but is a really nice pair of shorts and is not cheap, FYI)

Didn't do much through out the whole break, at times felt very very bored, but isn't the point of having a break is to relax and take everything slowly?

Joined a 3 days church camp and actually put me into a lot of thinking. Make a few big decision that moment. One of it is to pick up cooking, I want to learn to cook for myself and people around me. I m going to the person who I used to complaint alot bout her cooking (my mom la, hu else?) to actually teach me. But i can't stand the smell of fish, anyone can teach me how to overcome this hurdle?!? XD

P.S: Really like the blogs' skin. No more looking broken.

100

It take me quite sometime to think of what to add in to make this entry more flamboyance because this is the 100th post.

Woohoo the big ten-o!

Yeah yeah, some of you (well,i hope there are more than just my family and my brothers, oh shit, my brothers is part of my family) might feel that 100th post is nothing given the time this blog has been around. My first post was back in 31 of January 2007. But anyone hu actually read my blog must have noticed that I m a person hu favor quality to quantity (at least, i would like to think so myself, LOL)

I started blogging out of fun and curiosity, i will not go to the extent of saying that i can't live without blogging but I actually enjoyed doing it. I might not be doing a lot of it but I make sure I dun post crap.

I hope you will continue to support me, both morally and physically and financially as well. (BTW, ah mi i m broke, too much shopping i must admit)

I just watched Die Hard and Die Hard 2, it is pretty good, plain simple with no trying to outsmart or confusing plot.

I love my wallpaper!!

This is how my deskstop look like right now. FYI, is Ivanka Trump, which FYI again, daughter of Donald Trump.

I actually went and retrieved 7 of her picture and put together into this MASTERPIECE. This printscreen also prove that i m not kidding that I have a count down timer till the day I leave Sarawak.

Did you know? I'm now the president of Unimas Cycling Club. Hahaha, dun ask me the total number of club member. But anyone who want to join are more than welcome to do so. I dunno will we screw up. But hey, my parents never know how will i grow up to be 21 years ago yet I m a fine young man now! (damn perasan)

Officially 2 months - 1 day

was suppose to post this yesterday to mark that it was exactly 2months from 19th November 2008, the day i m flying back to west malaysia.

Yeah, so now that i posted it late, it become 2 months - 1 day la. (duh)

For some reason that i m not willing to speak here, i miss my family a lot. i think of the total 3 semester i spend here, this time is the 1 I miss all those familiar things and faces the most. That maybe the reason I actually requested my brother to send me some mooncakes( it was really nice, i like how all of it is not too sweet, thanks bro.)

I m working on an explanation essay, so mahuan you know, as if not troublesome enough to list down all the references, we still have to photocopy the damn page to prove. some of the book we used are 600/700 pages thick and weight more than my brother-soo ming.

I m reading e-book on something that i should have learned given that I love the internet so much.

Responsibility

With power come even greater responsibility.

Read carefully of the sentence above. Ring a bell? Doesn't matter at all.


1. People who play god figure use the sentence to tell themselves that they have every right to stand above everyone else and decide what is good for the "commoner".

Example : George Bush, we must admit that he didn't end up being the most likable man on earth but he shows that man with power too much greater than his responsibility will never get far.


2. The not-so-well-educated foreman who live next door will use the exact same sentence to tell people he doesn't have to take any responsibility because he have no power in every aspect of his life.

Example : The foreman neighbor la, he see every extra responsibility leave him even more powerless so he will forever remain the being-led figure.


3. People who watch Spiderman and spend 6 hours a day on computer gaming think that the above sentence is only for the movie and never in real life situation.

Example : You know perfectly who you are, I m just too pissed off to mention ur name here, I wanted to help you but if you don't even take up the responsibility to help urself, then just f**k it okay?


Okay, i m done bitching. I just hate people who can't be a bit of dependence and see responsibility as challenge instead of burden.

I never felt so good only to feel so much worst after

I feel so sad

I'm devastated.

I have my worst mid term result ever today.

And just 3 hours before that, Eong Xien actually asked me about it and i told him that i did well and i have a good feeling bout it.

180 minutes later, i found out i m 1 of the lowest scorer for that paper. Shit.

In that instance, i actually went back to form 4 when i first received my add maths result.

Seriously, is that bad

No, actually is so much worst. What make me feel so much sad is because I actually write well and never get stuck in the whole paper. Maybe this is a lesson meant to be learn for me, never feel too good or positive in life. Fuck.