I ain't good looking but I'm somone child

I finally found the way to solve the problem of me hating my picture. I should have figure it out long ago, it is really simple. I just dress up myself and instead of complaining bout how awful my expression is, I will just concentrate on how nice my cloths was.

I like this shirt so much that i actually pose with
stupid victory sign that i hated.
(too bad that my pants were not in the picture, they go really well with the shirt)

Forgive me please, I was partially drunk when I was toying with
the scarf.

Nothing feels better than cam-whoring in the fitting room.
(i bought this piece in the end)

There you have it, the best way to stop hating your picture is by learning to love it.

MY DREAM JOB / AMBITION

What is the best thing to do if dun wan to do house work?

Answer: Hide in your room.

What is the best thing to do when you r hiding in your room so that you don't have to do any house work at all?

Answer: Watch video on you lappie.

What do you watch on you laptop while hiding in your room so that you don't have to do any house work?

Answer: TOP GEAR!!

Why do you watch TOP GEAR with your laptop in your room and hiding away from house work?

Answer: Is funny, involved expensive fast car with 3 hosts that will make you reignite your dream of becoming a TV host/ celebrity which you give up when you notice you r no longer cute.

So my dream job is to become the host of TOP GEAR, preferably to replace James May a.k.a captain Slow. Because I can pissed more people than he did with his slow driving.

It is the best job. Because I get to drive expensive fast car, bring laughter to viewer, make someone's computer function more than just a DotA machine, and help unlucky lazy boy to dodge house work. IS THE BEST JOB ever.

homeeee SWEETTTT homeeeee

Yeah, as you can tell from the length of the title, this is going to be the longer version of the previous post.

I just had supper with my whole family.

A proper supper. Not just biscuit with milo. Or instant duck flavored noddle. Or cornflakes with milk.

Supper is suppose to be related with heavy, delicious and unhealthy. It is the best supper i ever had for months.

Everything is just so familiar and predictable. Mom still nag, dad still smoke, brother still cock a lot and being emo. I used to hope that I can get away from all these, but now I only hope they will stay forever.

And the freaking big fridge is really big, is bigger than my dormitory room in Sarawak. I can't wait to meet with my friends, play Futsal again and have more and more unhealthy supper haha.

Home SWEET Home

yeah, i m back in KL

back to my house which have a new set of tv and a brand new fridge.

I m so tired. Think i will blog later la. muaks

i hate taking picture

See?

You get what I mean? I look hideous , is ugly, I look terrible. Well u get the idea right?
That's why you never catch me cam-whore because I HATE having my picture taken.

There are people that are just pure photogenic and look better in picture than the actual self; I m the total opposite of that, I look at least 15.83 times better in real life than the 1 in picture.

Btw, i just wan to show my new haircut, I like it a lot and is cheap as well. Was suppose to put some gel on it till I found out i have not got a gel with me. BOOOO

Alone

When you are all by yourself, you feel alone.

But I feel alone even though I'm in a crowd. Is not like everyone ignored me, I am the one ignoring everybody.

Am i stuck up? Most probably.

Am i feeling sad? No.

Am i a weirdo? Yes, according to Michelle. (lol, we are both weirdo)

I dunno why am I blogging it now at 2.40am, maybe I m just too bored. Or i just doing my routine of sulking.

I watched Cashback yesterday. Ben, the protagonist set me thinking with this line:

MOST PEOPLE GO THROUGH THEIR WHOLE LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT THEY WANT.

I m not a greedy person, I m happy so long as I lived till 65. So now that I m 21, I actually lived through 1/3 of my life now knowing what I WANT.

That is pathetic right?

I always joke to my friend that my dream is to have a dream someday in my life.

I dun really feel funny after everytime I said it. Haih........... Why am I still saying it then? And wouldn't it be better for me to look for my dream? I dunno.

I'm Damn Lazy

Everyone know that I'm lazy.

In fact, I'm so lazy that sometime I simply lie on the bed and do nothing, not even sleeping, because sleeping means you need to concentrate to shut yourself off from the surrounding. But by doing nothing, I have nothing to do. (wtf?)

We are living in a world where people is putting too much on a piece of paper called CERT. There are quite a few course mate of mine, those who suppose to be excellent because they are academically splendid, actually disappointed me. I thought they can teach me how to be better, and all I have was disappointment with the education system of our country. (some might blame it on the family brought up XD)

This bunch of excellent academic achiever doesn't actually use common sense and logic thinking. Put them in a situation mentioned in the book before, they can handled all the problem fantastically. But once you come out with something slightly different from what the book taught, you will see a bunch of clown hopping around.

R you one of the academically-well-yet-no-common-sense retard?
You are one, if you answer yes to at least 3 of the questions below:

1. You are happy when the question in examination is easier (not to your standard)?
2. You spend 5 hours on how to make you assignment look different from the rest because you are afraid of being accused of plagiarization?
3. You think assignment is god-sent and f**k the test?
4. You think I'm hot? (lol, just to check whether you are reading anot)
   
5. You never listen to people who score 3 grade lower than you?
6. You never actually make decision on your own and you judge your decision by taking account of how many people are on your side?

There, I answer NO to everything except for the FOURTH. So i m not an academic-well-yet-no-common-sense retard, just a vain pot.