看着你欲言又止的表情,我知道你在犹豫着。那双无法直视着我脸的双眼就快把我的心给粉碎了。
曾经有这么一位朋友告诉我:当你的心习惯了去爱且被这个你爱的人所折磨,要填补这份已逝的爱所留下的空洞真的好难好难。因为我们不是坚强的人。
我不会傻傻的站在前方的路口等你,因为我选择此刻陪你一起走,就算我们必须在下个路口分手,我也要呆在你身边直到最后一刻。
Friday, December 31, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
what's life?
How often do you ask yourself the one most important question of your life: What it is the meaning of live?
You will be astonished by realizing that you don't really get it figure out after living for more than 20 years.
I once read that man are goal-oriented. They only feel living when they are working toward their target or goals. If that is the case then I am in deep shit right now. Why? Because I dun remember having any proper goal in my life. Dating a super model and owning my own football team is more of a dream, not goal.
Could it be that I have not been living at all for the past 23 years? What I was doing are just breathing, feast when I am hungry and sleep when I m tired. And even the last part I have not been doing well.
I found myself wondering where will I be in 5 years time? You know, when I am about to be 30 and living in denial of that fact. And it is making me really sad and scare that I actually have no idea how my life is going to turn out to be. Hell, I dun even know I am a dog or a cat person.
There is another saying about life: a life worth living is a life full of joy and happiness. If that is really true, then I am actually having quite a life right now. Because I am enjoying it and I feel happy most of the time.
Right now, my LIFE is just Living + Inappropriate + Fun + Ending ( I do not have suicidal thoughts, but somehow I think I will just die in some freaky accident)
You will be astonished by realizing that you don't really get it figure out after living for more than 20 years.
I once read that man are goal-oriented. They only feel living when they are working toward their target or goals. If that is the case then I am in deep shit right now. Why? Because I dun remember having any proper goal in my life. Dating a super model and owning my own football team is more of a dream, not goal.
Could it be that I have not been living at all for the past 23 years? What I was doing are just breathing, feast when I am hungry and sleep when I m tired. And even the last part I have not been doing well.
I found myself wondering where will I be in 5 years time? You know, when I am about to be 30 and living in denial of that fact. And it is making me really sad and scare that I actually have no idea how my life is going to turn out to be. Hell, I dun even know I am a dog or a cat person.
There is another saying about life: a life worth living is a life full of joy and happiness. If that is really true, then I am actually having quite a life right now. Because I am enjoying it and I feel happy most of the time.
Right now, my LIFE is just Living + Inappropriate + Fun + Ending ( I do not have suicidal thoughts, but somehow I think I will just die in some freaky accident)
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