Friday, December 31, 2010

看着你欲言又止的表情,我知道你在犹豫着。那双无法直视着我脸的双眼就快把我的心给粉碎了。

曾经有这么一位朋友告诉我:当你的心习惯了去爱且被这个你爱的人所折磨,要填补这份已逝的爱所留下的空洞真的好难好难。因为我们不是坚强的人。

我不会傻傻的站在前方的路口等你,因为我选择此刻陪你一起走,就算我们必须在下个路口分手,我也要呆在你身边直到最后一刻。

Saturday, December 25, 2010

要彻底的放手谈何容易?

让你紧握在双手的一切随风而飘需要的不只是勇气,你还需要一颗坚强的心。

不是说你付出比较多,你爱她比其他人更深就表示你比谁都更应该在一起。因为爱情本来就不能做比较。

如果爱一个人让你觉得好累,那么你有没有想过是你爱的方式出现了问题?不要执著地用昔日的回忆硬硬地塞进容量不大的心低。

我好希望一切能有更简单的解决方法。

Sunday, December 5, 2010

what's life?

How often do you ask yourself the one most important question of your life: What it is the meaning of live?

You will be astonished by realizing that you don't really get it figure out after living for more than 20 years.

I once read that man are goal-oriented. They only feel living when they are working toward their target or goals. If that is the case then I am in deep shit right now. Why? Because I dun remember having any proper goal in my life. Dating a super model and owning my own football team is more of a dream, not goal.

Could it be that I have not been living at all for the past 23 years? What I was doing are just breathing, feast when I am hungry and sleep when I m tired. And even the last part I have not been doing well.

I found myself wondering where will I be in 5 years time? You know, when I am about to be 30 and living in denial of that fact. And it is making me really sad and scare that I actually have no idea how my life is going to turn out to be. Hell, I dun even know I am a dog or a cat person.

There is another saying about life: a life worth living is a life full of joy and happiness. If that is really true, then I am actually having quite a life right now. Because I am enjoying it and I feel happy most of the time.

Right now, my LIFE is just Living + Inappropriate + Fun + Ending ( I do not have suicidal thoughts, but somehow I think I will just die in some freaky accident)