Saturday, September 25, 2010






Friday, September 24, 2010

i get crappy mark for my essay

is not an encouraging week for me, at least academic wise, is unexpectedly bleak. Unless I had suffer from a severe concussion, is very unlikely you will hear that I am going to further my study. Mommy, I hope you read this. :p

I have been lying on my bed a lot, to the point that I am impressed with how less movement I make in a whole day and yet I am not dead by my bed. I guess is good in the sense that I am actually spending less by doing less activity. Should I had discover this method long long time ago, I am now a love-deprived with some money, instead of being broke and out of love. HaHa.

Is kinda funny how I always thought that I have my future plan work out only to discovered that life is really unpredictable and I don't even know who am I. Maybe is not really funny, more like stupid or dumb due to the fact that you control every part of your body and mind yet you don't know who you are? How much dumber can it get?

On a happier note, I get to sleep much easier now.

Monday, September 20, 2010






Saturday, September 18, 2010

o ohhhhh~~~~ time to go back lo, steel design will be my only mate there.

Thank god I am going back, I am not sure how can I come up with more money if I continue to spend on outing like how I did on the past 15 days.

But I dun nid a rich wife to support me. I just need to have better control of my spending. Lol

Sunday, September 12, 2010

time to stop?

You can take away his toys, his TV remote, his favorite sneaker, but you should never take away your love. Coz that is just not the way to punish a person or make your statements heard.

Even though sometimes things you do and sacrifice in the name of love is not appreciated the way you want it to be, or worst still, people take for granted and thought that you have the obligation to be nice to them and treat them like queen or king; you shouldn't just stop loving so easily.

This kind of advise is really plain dumb and shouldn't be taken seriously at all. There are about 6.9 billions people living on earth, you will never have enough love for everyone. So if that person dun appreciate your love at all, you might as well give it to someone else.

Stop thinking that by doing so makes you a mean and heartless person, you are being mean to yourself if you try to fool yourself that someday that person is going to change his/her mind and treat you better in the future. They won't, no matter how hard you hope or how bad you pray, they won't wake up 1 day and appreciate you suddenly.

It sucks to be me right now, as much as I want to take all my love away, I just can't do it no matter how I try to convince myself.

Thursday, September 9, 2010





如果把现代的爱情比喻成玫瑰是同时符合又不恰当的; 现代的爱情像玫瑰那样美丽但短暂,像玫瑰那样让人垂咽却又担心被它的刺刺痛。