Is been more than 4 months since I last had a jamming session with my friends and brother.

I feel really bad for postponing it due to last minute Futsal appointment with my mates, i regretted going to the Futsal anyway because I didn't enjoy it. I should had stay at home and practice my vocal because jamming session was really bad due to my singing.

I feel like digging a hole in the room and hide myself away from my bandmates. My friends around has always said that i can't sing but i didn't care much since i enjoy singing not because i m a good vocalist in the first place.

But yesterday i almost wanted to kill myself for asking my mates to come over and disappointed them and myself.

SORRY!