Sometimes

Sometimes you just need to make up your mind.

Sometimes you just need to be selfish and put yourself first.

Sometimes you try too hard to please everyone, you end up hurting everyone.

Sometimes the person that you love the most is that one person that you know very well you can never be with no matter how hard you try.

Sometimes you need to be cruel, even though you are always the nice guy.

Sometimes you think you understand love, but actually you only know love just the way you want it to be.

Sometimes I just wish I can runaway from all these sometimes.

How many is too many?

Is no secret that I am a shopaholic. And is no secret that I love buying shoes.

Whether you call it sneaker or shoes or something else, you know I m talking bout the thing that you wear on to your feet.

Despite the fact that I own the most pair of shoes in my family, I still think is alright to get another pair or two, especially now there are so many awesome design out there.

Although, Nike has some really marvelous design but I m getting sick of seeing so many ticks whenever I go. I mean, is really pure madness to see so many pairs of Nike on the road.

My current love: A canvas shoes from Cotton On that I bought for 29.90. Lol

two in 1 post

Went to Ara Damansara for site visiting purpose.

As soon as my lil bump rested upon the seat of the van with a malfunction air-con, I am thrilled. The old familiar of sweating under the hot sun in a stuffy van, the bouncy feeling due to the super lousy suspension or because the van doesn't have one.

I used to ride in the van when I was in primary school, my uncle was running errand and delivering goods to customers, and I always tag along. Despite the hot weather and bouncy feeling, I always fall asleep easily in the van.

So imagine how happy I am when I start to feel the hot air breezing through my face as the van pick up speed, of coz I didn't like the dust, but still not everything is perfect ma. I just rest my head by the opened window and let my mind be free of any thought, from work, from family, from friends who appreciate you and don't appreciate you enough.

Is like me being 11 all over again when I m actually 23. Gosh, I am such a sucker for lingering on old memories.

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Just because you are nice to your friend, it doesn't mean they have to be nice to you. You are not genuinely being nice to them if you actually expect them to repay you with their kindness in the future.

p.s: It seems that it doesn't matter how close you and I, and how much I care for you, you still think see me as a second class, at least I am always second grade to that another guy, I am just the guy that you will show your ugly side to, but never your softer side.

p.s: I witness how you try so hard to wipe your tears off when you are riding in my car, the question that I wanted to ask really bad: Is he worth it?? Please stop using dunno how as an excuse!

p.s: If you think I am nice to you all because I am attracted to you and wanna woo you, then sorry la, my dear, you r dead wrong. I have no problem helping a friend in need, but if you think that I MUST help you out when you need assistance, you better think again. I dun even think that you are half as nice as how I treat you.

p.s: I might always be smiling and makes sarcastic remark right after I say: I like you, but I really mean it. So please stop having doubts and believe in me and you.

短短的就夠了

最近有點累，不是工作太多，只是自己選擇去做個夜貓子。每次都把自己搞得累到半死才去睡。

情緒上有越來越不穩定的感覺，難道我真的變成了emo一族了？

突然好想找找貓咪和老師走走夜市，吃吃不健康的小吃，然後嘻嘻哈哈的38一番。

發現和以前的朋友漸漸疏遠了，聊的話題都是他們的工作如何如何，不再是廢話連篇的狂想曲。

也覺得一些重新聯絡的朋友好像很好相處的。



本來是要好好安慰剛剛分手的朋友，但是現在好像變成了她的水泡。覺得有點趁虛而入的感覺，不是一件壞事啦，不過不想她醒來後覺得自己太不理智了。

Soup soup soup

Ah Ma's lengtong. Actually I am not sure is it my mom or my dad who make the soup la. Lol. SO it could be AH Pa's lengtong.

Is salted vege with tofu, tomato and carrot soup. Maybe too much water was added so somehow not gao enuff.

I wan ABC soup, Miss Quek says she is going to make me 1 when she come back. Hopefully she is not lying la.

Internship P1

Miss Quek requested me to blog about my internship life. Wanted to take some pictures but dad took it for his work in office. So I guess you just have to read my blog without picture for now first.

I am doing my internship in a construction material laboratory company, my job start on 8.30, so I have to wake up around 7o clock if I want to prepare my own breakfast, or 7.20 if I wan to sleep longer because the night before went clubbing fooling around drinking helped mommy with housework till 2 a.m.

Lunch break is at 12.30. I wish it is at 11.30 because I always get hungry by 11. One hour only lo my break time so I just eat at the nearby mamak stall and spend the saved time resting or read newspaper. OMG, i sound like those old man that has been working in the same company for the past 20 years.

5.30 is the happiest moment of my life. I will punch out in record speed and zoom back home to remove the dusty jeans as soon as possible.

Then dinner at home lo, I guess my mommy took my Miss HER COOKING statement too strong, so she want me to have dinner at home as much as possible.

And I have to work on Saturday too. Stop smirking. Don't mock me just because I am soft.

Yer, why this entry sounds very boring 1? Because internship is boring la. Duh