thank you, WYY

Far too little post for 2012, could it be my mind stop thinking or at least doesn't think as much as I did previously?

Or this is supported by my theory of I complaint blog a lot when I emo? If that is the case, well I guess is a good indication that I dun really emo anymore. YEAH for me, sucks for my loyal reader that they have to go to this page and only to greeted by some old post from 2 3 months ago.

But I believe most of my loyal reader love me, so I think we should focus more on the I-dun-really-emo-anymore part. I mean, isn't that a good news for people who time and time again been troubled with sudden mood swing? I found out that because I'm feeling much more calm, I dun have to try so hard to force myself into sleep.

Credit must be given to the GF, she has been absolutely amazing for the past few month. Working hard on weekend, dropping by and spending time with me on the weekday. When you are surrounded by so much love, one cannot feel anything else but happy. Thanks, GF.

Inspired by Meow Meow

Life is miserable when you feel like shit and you still have to fake a smile while sharing jokes with your friend.

Life is miserable when you are poor and you still have to spend a lot every day.

Life is miserable when you want a shoulder to cry on and yet more burden is rested upon yours.

Life is miserable when you want solution and you keep bumping into more problems.

Life is miserable when ...... and .......

Sawadeekap

A short trip up north at this time of the year is just too good.

The travel companion were alright, not as good as the Tom Yam or fried rice, but at least we didn't quarrel or punch each other in the face.

Is always refresh to be away from work, stand aside as a spectator and watch people going on their daily life. And you are doing all this while you are chilling, puffing a cigarette on and off, either sipping or gulping bottle of beer.

No fancy dress, no extravagant spending, no rushing to the next destination, that's my kind of get away. Free and easy at its very best.

True to some extent, I was expecting to do more shopping. But things over there are more catered for the girl. So I bought 2 tees for myself and like another 5 pieces of female apparel.

I'm not sure when I will visit Bangkok again, but you can be damn sure that I will stay longer the next trip there. :)

裹足不前

      多虑是女生的天性。当女生听到这一句话时，往往她们都会以一大堆的理由来解释并对于这项说法非常反感。其实女生多虑不是她们的错，而是社会把她们塑造成弱势的角色。一直以来她们都被灌输“女人最怕嫁错郎”的想法，这么长久被熏染下，难免就会变得有所顾虑了。


      在这个分秒必争的现代环境，多虑就成了一种奢侈。深思熟虑是很多处事待人很重要的一节，可问题就出现在爱情本身是个很复杂的variable。多么聪明的数学家都没办法写出一个方程式来解答这个variable，因为爱情是建立在感觉基础上；而感觉是不能以任何理论和常识来做标准。


      有些事物是有必要去多听，多看，多经历多体会。但爱情还是不要去听别人的分享。当女生一直听见一些爱情里不如意的经历，再加上多虑的天性，她们就会变得裹足不前了。太多的“如果他这样，万一他那样”使她们没有勇气去打开心扉让爱情走进她们的生活。就算是小小的问题也很容易被放大，觉得好像没有解决的方案。


      所以小弟觉得恋爱就要勇敢，一定要积极往好哪方面看。不要一味的那么消极，再好的事情也会变质，觉得无趣了。那试问又怎样开开心心的牵手呢？




I will try to write in English too, but give me time coz I'm not using google translate haha

:( ):

There's a saying about memory never die, they just hide somewhere in your insanely huge capacity brain, waiting to lunged on you when you are least expecting, often during your most vulnerable period.


But not all memory are good one, there are some that you try really hard to get rid off but to no avail. Every now and then, those memories will come back. They are triggered by thing you see, hear, read, feel, and touch.


Sometimes, having a smartphone can be a curse. I don't mean the way it distract  you from work and you hooked onto Facebook for hours.


Just last night, I accidentally scrolled my phone to top of a message thread. As I go through some of the message, I realized what a scumbag I was. I am a firm believer of karma, so I guess I should man up and prepare for any retribution in the future.


Is funny how you work week in and work out, meet new friend and lose a couple of them throughout the process, but every once in a while you will still think and miss that person that was so close of to being your significant half.

unfit :(

After lazying busying resting lazying for almost 2 months, I finally went for a short jog today. This is on the back of doing the Towerthon on last Saturday night. 27 minutes to finish the whole thing. According to Sheanne , her record when she was 16 was better than me. Anyway, I will not let a 40-minutes-25-years old aunty rain on my parade.

And I realized how unfit I have become over the 60 days, I run slower, feel tired so much sooner. Is a wake up call for me and my tummy. I need to run more and more frequent.

I need to shout Run Forest Run every time before I start my run. Haha, I need to train my stamina and prepare for the 16.8km this coming September. 4 months is just a short 120 days for someone who can really waste their free time like me. I need to stay motivated. I need to run for a cause, I need to find my cause. Hahaha.

More run and less talk from today onward.

Change of Status

I'm not going to make this a long winded post to mark my great come back to blogger space.

I wanna share some happy news but I didn't wanna do it on FB because..... Well, I just didn't want everyone to know.

So I share it here to whoever that free bored care enuff bout me and read this.

I'm in a relationship. Not with a rich, drop dead gorgeous model with killer curves. But just a person that makes me feel appreciated most of the time and makes me want to improve myself for her.

Not going to have a narrative description of the whole thing or on any imaginary future big plan since is still in the early stage. Like a new born, is very fragile and delicate. Don't want to jinx it up for us.

Anyway, I'm not going to cut down any of my hang out time with my group of buddy from all around, no worries bout that. I'm still up for pints night, karaoke session, just that you'll be seeing me with a certain degree of happiness glow. (:

小时候很喜欢过年，从来都不会埋怨天气热。对于爆竹就抱着又爱又怕的心情：喜欢满地铺满着破碎的爆竹屑；却又害怕震耳欲聋的鞭炮声。最喜欢嗅着有点呛鼻的空气，脚踏着红红的碎屑。

一些很少见面的亲戚聚在陈旧的祖屋反而有一种温馨的体会，再热的天气就算没有空调也不在意，因为每个人都太沉醉在欢乐声中。厨房里的桌子永远都不会没有食物，冰箱里的包装水取之不尽。每一年妈妈都会说：不要吃太多的零食，小心发热气。

看见红包递过来时，手就会兴奋的向外伸，嘴上说着一些祝福的话。

以前的新年真的快乐简单多了。

CNY blues

CNY is less than a week away, and I have never felt so broke in my life despite I have yet to do any gambling.

I thought of starting to pick up photography. But I dun wan to get myself a DSLR. I want something analog in this digital age. Wait a minute, that is exactly the tagline for Lomography. I actually set my eyes on a very cute twin lens camera, not surprising, given that I always want something different.

But last month H&M bills and this month ASOS shopping + Phuket trip really kill me. I am living everyday by tightening my belt so that i dun feel hungry.

FML, boss ya boss, please give me bonus please.

New Year Resolution

Spend 5 minutes to write down my 2012 resolution. I think I round it up to 5 minutes, more like 3 and a half minutes. Damn it, my point is I WROTE A RESOLUTION list.

Don't be fooled by the fact that it only took me 3 and a half minutes, I have been thinking quite a while about it before I decided to penned it down in my planner.

Some of the goals are those that I should have achieve long time ago but somehow my lack of discipline and always taking the easy way out makes me a slacker.

I always pick flight in any fight or flight scenario. Not anymore, I want to be a fighter for 2012, just like Hugh Jackman in Real Steel. Oh wait, he didn't actually fight. More like I wanna be Atom in Real Steel. Wait a second, Atom was like a punching bag throughout the whole show.

I wanna be a fighter just like my dad and my mom, always fighting each other off. Seriously, they are the most dedicated fighter I come across, and they have been fighting for 25 years. No pun intended.

I will put up all the goal that I managed to achieve by the end of the year. In order to make sure I will not come home empty-handed, I cheated. Yes, I cheat in my new year resolution. I write down something easier to achieve than to not achieve it. Hahaha, go figure.

Ciaoz, peeps