K歌之王

这一篇entry的灵感来自姐妹的姐妹的blog。

我本身最最最欣赏的歌手就是陈奕迅，我时常陶醉于他的歌声中而久久不能自拔。从小小声地哼着哼着到完全忘我的高歌，他就是能这样单单的用歌声来对我产生共鸣。

第一次接触他是那一首《幸福摩天轮》，说实在当时不喜欢他，觉得他长得不像一个歌手应有的外貌。然后他更主演了一部电影《十二夜》，我更不喜欢他，电影明星更应该长得帅气。

接下来，陆陆续续他推出了不少的好歌，《明年今日》，《夕阳无限好》,《K歌之王》，《大开眼戒》，《shall we talk》等等。这个时候，我对他还是保持着中立的态度，觉得他的歌是可以一听，但没有到很喜欢的地步。

一直到2006年的一个演唱会晚，朋友获得几张VIP的入场券，知道我喜欢看演唱会就邀了我一同去看。那是我人生中最接近舞台的一次，我们的位置是第二排，前面就是记者和另一排VIP。很遗憾的是我不熟他的歌曲，我无法明白其他出席者尖叫的感受，但我感到陈奕迅和他的一班乐手的用心。

对于自己这次身在福中不知福我感到惭愧，接下来的几天我都在download他的歌曲，慢慢地去听他用歌声表来出来的故事，渐渐地爱上这一把很有磁性的声音。陈奕迅在我不知不觉中成为了我的生命的一部分。

去唱K，我都会点他的歌。《浮誇》，《富士山下》，《七百年後》，只要是稍微有点热的歌，我都会点来唱。

去年，我还特地赶回KL观赏他的演唱会，虽然很多我喜欢的歌他都没唱，不过他实在有太多好歌了，所以我们也不可能一次听完。

我本身最喜欢他的《阿牛》和《富士山下》，我可以确定只要这两首歌一播，我就会忘我地跟着唱。

还记得她载着我去机场的路上，她的车里就是播放着陈奕迅的歌，她告诉我：她超喜欢他。我轻轻地回她：我也是。然后我们就一起静静地听着他说故事，我记得当时的我有一种说不出的幸福和舍不得分开的伤感。

如今她选择了和别人一起看演唱会，我希望陈奕迅不会像我这样，那么容易的就被别位取代。而陈奕迅而现在除了是我的歌神，也使我常常回想起那时候短暂但真实的快乐。

see you in May la, KL

Now I can fully understand how short is 13 days, it is really short lo, lot shorter than 25 days. Duh!

I just had one really mixed feeling Chinese New Year holiday.


I get tipsy after having only 2 cans of Beer.

I was disappointed by some remark by my friends when I open up and tell them my problem. I thought they could at least be sympathy not sarcastic when I am that vulnerable.

I enjoy gambling a lot, although I think I only get to break even after many night of winning and losing.

I am happy and glad that some of my friends whom I get really fond of cares and console me when I needed them.

I am disappointed, still am, with my immaturity. For god's sake, please stop being a boy and grow up as a man.

I am shocked by how easily the tears gushing out from my eyes. You are sure to see the most ugly side of me if you were around me that moment, but the sensation after crying is really awesome.

I think I also developed an appetite for Whisky. On the rock please, and BOTTOMS UP.

2010 is not the most happy CNY for me, but is one CNY that I discover lots of about myself.

P.s: The only way to go is up when you hit rock bottom.

淚或累？

當渴望擁抱卻撲了個空，我選擇了掉淚。

不是感動的淚，更不是傷心的淚，而是對于自己幼稚的任性和無謂的執著流下不忿的淚水。


當一切只能成為回憶，我選擇了放棄。

不想一次次地回憶起快樂的相處，然后又一次次地感概我們間無奈地結束，雖然我一直都和你一樣強調著我們從來沒開始。


當我在迷惑且無助時，我選擇了你。

我不知道我需要多久才能重新站起，我好希望下一雙扶起我的手會選擇跟我牽著手，而不是放開了手讓我再一次無助地獨自在美好回憶里徘徊。

may i?

E told me that she need to quickly fall in love with someone so that she will not be tempted anymore to go back to her ex's embrace. I wish I could help E out, she seems to be really tortured by the ex bf.

I told her she has my full support on her decision to be in a new relationship so that she can move on from the previous one. People who always talk about what is wrong or right in a relationship most probably be thinking that is very inappropriate to go into a relationship with such aim in their mind.

Well, all I can say that is all human being are selfish, just that everyone has SELFISHNESS to a different degree and they apply it to various aspect of life. I think is really WRONG for others to actually say that a person is WRONG just because she want to make herself happier and not to be tormented by something of the past by a person who doesn't appreciate her the way she is suppose to be deserving.

Maybe I should just fall in love with you, I know I am much happy with you in everything as compare to her.

12th of Feb 2010

Is Jessica's bday. Happy bday gal.

I think you should tell your fren when u feel that you are not being appreciated the way u deserve.

I seen a lot of taxi driver trying hard to cheat foreign tourist today.

Some foreign tourist are actually quite smart.

I have lots of thought when I saw you serving coffee.

I like it best when you flash your smile.

I listen to every words that Fui Ying and Jessica said.

Even though I might look distracted, but I'm actually listening.

I talk quite a bit with Frederick.

I tried but I can't hate you. Hahaha

I was asked a lot of question by Lut and BF.

Dun mess with my brain anymore, I will not tolerate with these.

I been through a lot today. I think I am content at this moment.

A, B, C, D, E and F

Was reading notes while playing Solitaire and listening to Hin and Eason when I receive an sms from my friend A. Then another fren B sms for no good reason, asked her what's her problem and she only reply nothing, wtf?!? I noe my phone is post-paid la, but still I need to pay for my SMSES lo.

Then there was C, a really close friend, our relationship is as good as any crazily-in-love couple. Never been a day that I didn't send or receive sms from her.

Is been a while since I last talk to fren D, never bother to sms her because she will never reply me neway. So I go through the phonebook in my phone and dial her number, she didn't pick up. Nvm la, maybe she is busy ba.

Then suddenly sent a random sms to E just to sulk a bit. E is like a real nice elder sister to me.

In the end, F, a close acquaintance of E sms me and sorta sulk to me pula. F is a really nice friend to have and has one of the kindest heart I have ever come across.

So now, I'm worry about A, please tell me how r u doing now.

I'm pretty sure B has her problem too. Next time just tell me la.

C, believe me when I say that I really care and want you to be happy.

I miss the voice of D, hope she pick up my phone call ba.

Remember to go Karaoke and Broga Hill with me lo, E.

First thing I do once I reach KL is to meet and you going to treat me for dinner ya, F.



Do you know which alphabet are you?

I got A feeling

I like how am I feeling right now.

Weather is real good.

Class and assignments are just ngam ngam right.

Not feeling any discontentment at all.

Not being unsatisfied with anything at all.

And I m having this weird urge of doing something that I previously never thought of wanting to do. But somehow I m liking this weird urge.

CGcgCgcG!

All set and in the right mood to celebrate Chinese New Year. Woohoo~~

How I miss this kind of happy sensation running through every vein in my body.