i'm a heart-breaker

I'm a heart breaker and I'm definitely not feeling well right now.

I don't know how some people can go on an endless cycle of breaking another person heart. Doing it just once is enough to shatter my own heart.

So much for wanting to be a simple person not living through any complicated relationship.

Must a new opened door offset by another closed door?

Kthanksbye. And sorry to Sheirly. I'm really am.

do you love me more?

How much you love me?

A really short simple question with no definite answer. Simply because love is not something that can be measured.

If you have 2 million, and i have 2, 400, 000, is really obvious that I m richer than you; but you can't compare love in the same manner. Can u say I love you more than him just because I m willing to spend more money on you? Or simply because I m willing to sacrifice more than the previous guy?

Nor can you measure it with time. Just because you love her longer doesn't mean you actually love her more. Take that, mother fucking blur case.

And you can never weight love with tears you shed. Love is suppose to be all about happiness and feeling great. If you are crying, then something is really wrong.

KICKS

I always get happy whenever I heard Pumped up kicks by Foster the People on radio.

Pumped up kicks. Somehow it reminded me of sneakers. I always have a thing for sneakers, i blog about them here.

I own a few pairs of sneakers, none of them are over the top limited edition piece but that doesn't mean I love them less than Nike Air Yeezey. I'm more of a sneakers fans that appreciate design and practicality than rarity. 75k USD for a pair of sneakers? That is still a lot to ask despite all the money going into some charity organization. U are literally walking on money if you wear it out just to cruise around in town.

I have been telling my friends that I want to go Singapore. The ultimate reason is to go on a sneakers shopping spree. Just like gals have a thing with heels, my obsession with sneakers is of the equal level.

I want to double my collection without my mom nagging me, how ya? Can anyone give suggestion?

First pair that i use my own money to purchase
from Springfield with 50% off.

Tada, Onitsuka Tiger. The shoe laces is in leather
but lacking in term of comfortably

Puma X Ferrari purchased during 2010 CNY, bought it after
having a bad emo day.

Adidas Hardland, loved the flamboyant but the shoes durability
sucks. The lace holder detached only after 2 weeks of wearing. FML

A birthday gift from a splendid friend. Come to think about it,
is my first present since my 21st birthday.

10 10 10

Really slacking when comes to blog. What better day to kick start my passion for blogging than on the 1st day of the month?

October is better than February, April, June, September, and November. Why?? Because it has 31 days, more is always better. Right?

October is awesome because it is so near to a brand new year yet u still have the luxury to slack for another 2 months before you realize that none of your resolution made during January has achieve.

Oktoberfest is celebrated in none other than October itself, u dun even get Decemberfest, that prove how awesome October is. Haha

May everyone have an awesome month, and many more post are making their way here.

Grown up, did ya?

Hi, peeps. To prove to my mom that her son can still write in English so i purposely ditch Chinese for this post.

One thing I love about blogging is you can always check all your previous blog with a few click. Sometimes you look back to your previous entry and you get sad, but most of the time you just smile thinking back how naive or silly you were.

I'm reading my entries from last September and I realized one year is really a long period. If you follow the saying of living your life one second at a time, then you just lived Thirty one million five hundred and thirty six thousand second. To make it lot simple, is 31 560 000 second.

A year ago, I was still a student, complain about unfairness in life all the time. Hating myself for making me feeling so miserable all the time. My best friends have to listen to my stupid issue over and over and over again.

My best friend got married last Sunday, if u were to told me last September that she will be getting marry now, I will slap you for talking crap.

Never thought that falling out of love can bring such calm to my mind, no longer feeling restless just because she didn't pick up your call, no longer feeling sad listening to her lies, no longer having false hope that someday things will work out and we will live happily ever after, no longer thinking: could it be that I'm worthless hence she dun have to appreciate me.

I have forgotten that what I want was just simple happiness because I was trying too hard to drown myself in that pond of messiness. What started off as pure and simple turn into nasty and unpleasant.

I am no longer that person that live for someone else, I love whoever that is loving me and appreciate me. Thanks for making me a better person.

单身寡佬

对！我没有女朋友。

对！我在爱情里是个失败者。

对！我没有特出的外貌，也没有高尚的品德。

但这不代表我没有爱情观。也不代表你可以取笑我。

爱是捨，当那一天你不再计较你的回报，那么你就是真真的爱着这个人。

爱是信，这可以是相信，也可以是信心。相信对方往往比无时无刻的怀疑简单得多。

爱是需要争取的，不是别人施舍的。所以当你觉得遇上对的人就请你跟着感觉走吧。

三餐

常说一个小时的放饭时间不够，现在竟然还可以在opis里搞个短短的post.

午餐一个人随随便便地就解决了，不喜欢与一桌子只顾自个儿吃饭的同事一起。倒不如一个人潇洒。

午餐晚餐我可以一个人吃，唯有早餐不可。一个人的早餐可免则免。突然好想驾十几公里的路程去送人上班并一起慢慢的享用早餐。

不过,过去的东西就让它随风飘吧

人来人往

人生经验都是有无数个人与人的相聚和分开构成的。

人来人往，人来又人往。

一些人可能走进了你的生命，然后悄悄地消失在繁忙的人群中。或许你曾经尝试再次寻找他的踪影，迷恋着你们之间的回忆；但你可能因此而关闭了其他人踏进你生命的那一道门。

一些人进入了你的生活圈里，一呆就是十年，可偏偏你从来不曾珍惜过他的存在，当他走了后，你也许也不会留意。直到有一天你想喝杯再普通不过的白开水，才发现一直以来都是他把水递给你的。因为你迷上了啤酒和汽水，所以他没有留下的原因。

一些人会以超华丽的方式登场，一些人会选择闹哄哄地离去。

人来人往，人来又人往。

你又进过多少人的生活，离开多少人的圈子呢？

miss me?

好久好久没来这儿留下我的心声。

不是工作太忙，只是好像没有一个很好的话题。

其实7月也没有太多的事情发生，最大一件事莫过于Bersih咯。

现在有点不舒服，过两天再真真的写一遍好的entry吧。

Laziness

First post of the month is on 10th, had I been really that busy?

I was staying at home for 4 consecutive Friday night, that's how lazy I am. Did working life make me feel tired and lazy? I suppose not.

I just run out of idea on activity that doesn't involve booze or movie. Oh, I think being broke sorta contribute to the idea of staying at home instead.

To be fair, I wanted to go out on last Friday (8th of July) but roadblock all over the town kill the mood, to be precise, makes traveling to town impossible. Hopefully coming Friday, someone is kinda enough to ask me out. Transformer anyone? lol.

你呀，我讲的就是你

每个人都会有不开心的时候，不过这不代表其他人就得看我们的脸色。

逗你开心，听你诉苦不是我的责任，只不过我希望能给予一点点的关心和大大的支持。

当你小的时候，人们可能还会迁就你去包容你；现在你以为你还可以吐吐舌头然后装可爱就带过吗？

不要一直说自己多么的棒，不是每个人都接受得了你这样自吹自擂。

如果你觉得我是在说你，那么恭喜你，起码你还有一点点的自知自明。

机会与命运

机会只有给会把握的人。

那我的机会在哪里？不要再说我没有把握，或是我太过迟钝没有发现机会在身边。

有一个非常善良的朋友很感慨地说：好人是不适合生存在现代社会，因为太多的坏人在四周。

我告诉她：我就是要让还存有希望的人知道他们身边还是有好人的。

机会可能都被坏人抢走了，不过游玩过百万富翁的你应该记得还有命运卡吧

有沒有試過在毫無準備的情況下遇見曾經喜歡的她/他？

心裡是忐忑不安還是心如止水？

會惋惜為什麼當初沒有加把勁去追求；還是慶幸逃過了一劫？

我和大树（下雨篇）

人：我们好像不曾在这样的环境下见面。

树：正常的人都不会在下雨的时候跑到树下吧。

人：正常的人应该不能与树交谈吧。

树：好久都没见你了，还以为你已经回你的家乡去了。

人：还没，不过很快就要了。

树：那，你为什么这么久没来找我？

人：唔，唔， 我有交往的对象了。

树：真的？你应该第一时间通知我。很不错的女生吧？

人：嗯，还真的不错。之前比较忙，所以都没时间来看你。

树：不要睁眼说瞎话吧，我长得这么高，有好几次我老远看见你，你却兜远路避开我。

人：对不起，我不应该这样对你。

天空突然滑过一道闪光，轰隆隆的雷声尾随着它。天空好像在训责我的无情。

树：那你又为何冒着大雨来看我？

人：想出来看看被雨水打湿的大地，不知不觉地就走到你的跟前来。可能我怀念从前我们谈天的时光吧。

树：小伙子，如果你不怕被雷劈就走靠近一点，我好想看看你的样子。

我把雨伞摔在一旁，挨近了大树。它的叶和树枝就好像雨伞那样把雨给挡住了。

树：跟印象中的你一样，丝毫没变。

人：不，我变了。我们不再像以前那么亲密了。

树：傻小子，现在你有新的伴啦，一个跟你有一样兴趣的伴，一个能与你到处游玩的伴。你已经不需要我这个老家伙啦。

人：可是我并没有把你给忘了。

树：我知道，也没有责怪你。有人来就有人走。这个是不能改变的定律。

风逐渐变大，我也被吹得有点站不稳脚。本想多逗留在树枝上的树叶终于还是掉了下来。

树：你的雨伞快被吹走了，快把它捡起。

人：管它的，我本来就不喜欢撑伞的，是她硬塞给我。

树：哈哈，那我们就一起淋雨。

人：还有被大风吹！

我张开双手双脚，以大字形的方式站在树旁。雨滴不断地打在脸上，心里有一股说不出的快活。也不知过了多久，雨慢慢转小。

人：不知道会不会有彩虹？

树：阳光太弱了，今天是看不到的。

人：好可惜。

树：你还有我。

人：我担心有一天我会忘了你。

树：那如果我看见你我一定会叫你，如果你已经不记得了，我就会告诉你我们的故事，不管你记不记起，我都永远不会忘记。

我慢慢地离开大树，在微微的阳光照射下，我好像看见它笑了起来。我也跟着笑了，我知道它会记得我的，就算是10年或20年后。

我和大树（夜晚篇）

大树说：我好郁闷，觉得有点矛盾。

我问：怎么说呢？

大树解释：太阳它越来越残酷，每一天我都感觉到昨天的阳光好像没有今天的那么炎热。它好像在试探我的忍耐。

我道歉，我说那是因为我和我的同胞在快速地摧残着地球。

大树说：可是我又不能没有太阳，因为它让我有了影子这个伴，让我能制造食物维持我的生命。

我说：好羡慕你能自力更生，不用靠其他人。

大树说：有人可以依赖也是好呀，我好想念我的伴。你知道吗？我不是天生就被遗弃的，我也曾经有很多很多的伴。这里是我的家，虽然它已经成为你的家，可是在那之前，这里就是我的家。

我说：这里不是我的家，我只是一个来到异乡寻梦的小伙子。

大树说：那你比我幸福，你还可以回去你的家。我就自己一个独自留在这儿。当初他们没把我砍倒我还很欣慰，可是在这里独活了这么多年，我反而觉得自己很可怜。

我说：大树，对不起。都是我们太自私了，忽略了你们的感受。不如我陪你到日出我才回吧。

大树没有回答我，我在想它是不是讨厌我了? 我走近大树，摸了摸它的树杆，虽然看不见慢慢枯黄的树叶，可是没有了阳光照射的它反而更憔悴多了。

我和大树

一个人走进星期六的校园，眼睛看见的是熟悉的环境，和非常陌生的幽静。

没有了赶着去上课的急促步伐，剩下的只是偶尔被风微微吹着的树。长在枝上的树叶无助地随着树摇摆，发出沙沙的声音；仿佛在控诉树的落寞。

孤独的树就只能跟自己的影子嬉戏。

我想告诉树我能了解它的感受。

靠在它健壮的身躯，脚踏着枯黄的树叶，到底今晚的大雨还是明天的清洁工人会带走它们呢？

我在想：当太阳下山后，树就连影子都失去了。

我要，可以吗？

我要快乐

我要简简单单的快乐

我要幸福

我要平平凡凡的幸福

Gone with the wind

Osama is dead.

American are celebrating the news like 4th of July come early. What have become of us human being to celebrate on death of another person?

I know that the American has been obsess with Osama for quite a while, maybe is a good thing that now they can use the extra time to queue up every time Apple launch a new product.

I say maybe Osama's death is phony, I think some of the American is just sick of waiting for the troops to find the most wanted person in US so they decide to fake his death and people can just move on with their life.

Thanks, CN

As I stared into Jake Gyllenhaal teary eyes while he is talking to his father in the last couple minute scene of Source Code, I was thinking it must be really tough for him.

I am not sure which is tougher: To tell someone you love that you are dying; or knowing that you will not be loving that person soon because you are going to die~~~~

Of course in Source Code the father knew his son was dead for months. Jake was just trying to tell his dad that he still love him. In a way, he was given the chance to do something no other dead can do.

I hate the phrase Till Death Do Us Part. Not that it is the most annoying and inappropriate statement, just that I hate the concept of it.

Jake was asking this question throughout the movie: What will you do if you only have a minute to live for?

My answer: Close my eye, let the self conscious of the brain to take me back to any memory in the brain. It will be the last thing I ever see.

知足

人都在寻觅

寻寻觅觅，奔东跑西，上上下下，左望右眺，有时候就是会忽略了甚至忘记自己拥有的一切。

在我们不断地往外伸手拿前，千万要记得掏掏裤袋，看看是不是还装的下更多的东西。

Obituary

I am so going to use this picture for my obituary if I die tomorrow.

Actually, this picture also pretty cute.

In fact, I took a number of good looking picture too.

And if I really leave this world tomorrow, I m sure my obituary will just read: He lived for almost 24 years and no contribution to the society. He leave behind no lover, but bunch of friends that love him. He don't take nice picture yet he love to camwhore. He think he is good but actually he is awesome.

Nah, I think you can guess that I am really vain and a bit stressed out so I decided to come here and take a break.

星星去哪了？

下了小雨的天空还悬挂着不少的云朵，虽然人人都说没有云的天空才是赏星的好时候；不过我比较喜欢漫云飘过把星星时而遮挡，时而露出微微的光芒。若隐若现的，有别于大赤赤的另一意境。

可是当我把手中的啤酒放下，眼睛往天空仰望却看不到任何星星。一颗也没有。以为喝醉的我，略带酒意的用双手揉揉双眼再仔细寻觅。还不是一样，一颗也没有。

随手传了个简讯给住在吉隆坡的朋友，问她天上有星星吗？她说城市太多光源了，有霓虹，有电灯，还有车灯，星星之火何其之小，又怎么能够吸引连看电视也要就高清和立体的我们？

我对秀丽说：可能星星不愿看着可怜的地球被无情地破坏，而选择了离开。

秀丽说：星星应该以为自己不再受重用了，越来越少人向它倾吐心事，所以它去更需要它的地方。

我不服气的反驳：星星是迷失了自己，就像很多活在高科技大城市的我们，所以展开了它的重新找寻自己之旅。

我把剩余的啤酒都吞进肚里，看着朋友在吐着危害健康的毒烟，心里希望星星快点重现因为我突然好想把心事告诉它。

你怕吗？

人们常问：死的感觉会是如何？回光返照是真的吗？

我不害怕死亡，我却对自己不明白为何活在世上而感到无助和茫然。

从小我就像其他小孩一样去上课，我也不记得是为了求知识还是父母亲威逼，不过心里想：既然其他小孩都是这样，我应该也跟着一样就好了。

渐渐长大，对于事物有了新的认知，却又好像有更多东西不明白。学海无边，每一天有新的事物和知识在增加，而我们却很难跟上这节奏。

老师说人是共同活在一个社会但有不同性格的个体，所以人生才那么多姿多彩。但为何那么多人歧视同性恋，非主流都被所谓的主流判断？

身边越来越多朋友踏入社会做个打工族，他们都对于我这个学生投于羡慕的眼神。嘴里都挂着同样一句话：学生生活是最愉快，最美好的。

问他们那为何那么快结束学生生活呢？
他们都异口同声地答：因为要快点赚钱，不要再依靠父母了。

赚到钱了又怎样？可以买车供楼，娶妻育儿。赚大钱的就买名车住豪宅，每年到这个国家走走那个国家看看；收入微薄的就开辆国产车租小屋，偶尔买件名牌充充上流社会。

毫不容易踏着其他弱肉爬上了更高处却发现额头上多了好多皱纹，身体也好像越来越多毛病了。有了比从前更多的钱，能吃的食物却变少了。

一个不幸运，得了癌症，花上了一辈子辛苦赚来的钱，幸运的就把病医好，不幸的就挂掉，但同样的最后都是囊空如洗。

从无忧无虑到无所不虑，也许死是一种解脱。自由是最奢侈的豪华品。

你说：活着不是更可怕吗？

寻找灵感中........

看着美丽的风景，有没有想起不美好的回忆？

面对不如意的情景，我们会常常回想起过往比较开心的事情。

缅怀美好的我们又何时真真的去具安思危？

我告诉自己：要活在当下之余，也要活得精彩。不要迷恋过去，要瞻望未来。

my driver

除非驾车的司机是个大白痴，不然坐在司机旁边的乘客位子是最幸福。

曾经有人告诉我：被人接送是很愉快的事情。

直到我终于有机会成为乘客的那一天，我才真真明白她说的是什么一回事。

安心的坐在车里，东张西望地看看，偶尔闭上双眼休息。

看着身边的司机被车龙搞得鼻孔都冒烟，电台播放着自己最喜欢的歌，一盏盏的路灯罩着脸庞，还有很舒服的冷气吹着心口。

很想知道下一次的幸福旅程还要等多久呢？

不要再早知道啦

前一阵子的新年期间，与几位朋友在宿舍里打麻将，其中的林先生常常会把一句话挂在嘴边：早知道就不打这一张啦。

早知道这三个字真的很多余，如果我们有这种未卜先知的能力，我们其中一人就可能是世界上最无敌的人。

我们也不会犯错，也不需要把自己搞得遍体鳞伤的。

我们不会有任何的遗憾，更不会有后悔的存在。

我们可以自私的用这能力让我们变得很富有；或则很伟大的去帮助有需要的人。

我不喜欢早知道，因为它是很无聊且荒唐的。

我相信错误不是用来惩罚我们，而是让我们能成长和学习。只是有些人拒绝吸取经验而不断地重复犯错。

Cupid miss hit

Have you ever been in a situation where you are really close with some1 of the opposite gender and both of you spend lots of time together, but you are pretty sure that you don't see him/her as a bf/gf material?

Not that you don't fancy her or ignore her feeling all the time, just that she sorta become a family member to you. And as much as you love your family, you just don't love them the way you love your partner, isn't it?

Well, on the same matter of loving someone. Knowing that some1 you love is happy even though he/she is with someone else and not you yet all you really care is she being happy, is that true love or just foolishly in love?

情人节快乐不快乐

每一年的情人节都是有股酸溜溜的感觉，与其说是不屑，还不如说是羡慕吧。

没有渡过一个有情人陪伴的情人节，然后每一次就告诉自己明年的一定有个爱人在身边。自我安慰的话从开始的催眠到后来的无奈接受。

什么时候才可以有个不一样的情人节呀？

一个人也不是坏事，不过我想试试不是一个人的生活。

应酬我嘛

好像越来越多曾经在部落格活跃的朋友不再像以往那样常常有新的更新了。

不知道是时间上的约束呢还是千篇一律的日常生活让他们无法写些有趣的话题。

我这个嘴巴不能合拢的家伙总是有说不完的话，不过最近也好像有点山穷水尽的感觉了。看见所谓有名的部落客都是上载一大堆的自拍照片然后马马虎虎地留几个字就交差真的让我有种无奈的感觉。

好想玩个写故事的游戏。可是一定要有人配合才好玩，方法很简单。甲某现写100个字做开头，然后乙某就继续写100个字，就一直这样接下去。

有人想玩吗？

不再回首

请记得今天，我终于下定决心要放下了。不甘心也无补于事。

坚持很多时候会使一个人成功，但这一次我却失败啦。我得到的是回忆，许多快乐甜蜜的回忆。我也只能满足于这些回忆。

希望自己不再让自己失望，也希望不要再任性下去。

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才两天而已就好想告诉你我舍不得。才两天而已就觉得自己做了很错的决定。才两天而已.......

你可以笑着问我是不是在哭，我可以哭着答你我没有吗？

你可以开玩笑地说爱我，我可以认真地忘记你吗？

你说你从来不曾被人抛弃过，我说我一直以来都是被遗弃的。

原来我们之间有这么多的差异，是我被爱情冲昏了头，还是我选择忽视我不想看到的事情？

杀不死你的只会把你变得更壮。为何不断地被伤害后我还是如此的懦弱？

CNY holiday has been awesome. Hopefully I get to shop some clothes tomolo, super last minute eh


Update: It is true that you can plan a picnic, but you can never predict the weather. Turn out the day didn't go so well.

Had car accident and only managed to get myself 2 tees

and then there was my first love

Before I developed the fondness for watches, I have always been a big fans of sneaker. Like really really big. Despite having a rather small house, there are actually free space in my shoe shelves for a pair of Adidas since I toss the old Superstar away. Been eying on the Hardland for quite sometime but sadly I have no idea where to get them beside on ebay.

I like the one white alot. But I think the silver one will turn more head.


Wouldn't mind having this as well, though is not as awesome as those on top.

Can anyone please tell me how to get them?!?!?!

Timekeeper

After flooding my page with so many sad and emotional element. I think it deserved to be pamper a bit. How? With a lot of luxury watches picture. Muahahaha.

€4500. Is Bell & Ross. So dun ask anymore.

€9000. I like the black dial alot.

€20000. Pink gold and black strap is just so sexy

€32000. The very few Rolex that doesn't actually spell boring.

€35000. Classy. Elegant.

One of the oldest brand. Breguet.
€300,000. No typo.

No list will be completed without Patek Philippe.
€220,000

I always love an IWC. Dunno how much it cost.
But definitely want one even if I can't afford.

再见还是很爱你

最近爱上了周杰伦的“说了再见”。

那一句 “我假装过去不重要，却发现自己办不到”让我好难释怀。

可是再次拥抱一分一秒又能如何？多一分的不舍，多一秒的回忆能有什么好？

好想告诉你那一秒很接近死亡的瞬间，脑海里闪过的都是你的画面；但那过后又能怎样？

注定不是你的就不可能是你的，叶家铭呀，不好这样傻傻的。十五岁时可能人家会觉得可爱，到了二十三岁就是不成熟啦。

原来过分乐天派真的是很可怜，因为当不如意的事情发生后都不懂的如何反应。唯一可以庆幸的是我不再需要问自己如果我再勇敢一点结局会如何？

好难过呀因为我太傻了。

click click click

Is the time of the month again where I will take my calculator out and start punching imaginary figure. I dunno why I do it, but I do notice I have this silly obsession with doing compound interest equation with my calculator.

Since I am in my final semester, it only make sense if I start to think about how much is my salary for the first job. Lol.

According to the current job market speculation, is very much likely that I will be getting around RM2000.
If i work my ass off and the boss is impressed with my performance, let's say on consistently basic I get an increment of 10% for the next five year.

First year - 2200
Second year - 2420
Third year - 2662
Forth year - 2928
Fifth year - 3221

I only get salary of 3k when i m close to being 30. Omg. FML please. And since I oledi took out my calculator, i thought it might worth my time to do a prediction on how much do I get to save from that 5 years.

just to be realistic and conventional,20% of each month salary means I will get to save less than 35k in five years time. There goes my plan to get a Polo Golf....... zZzzZz

some wise word from Dude A

Will you leave it to fate when you lose all your faith?

Dude A says that I am too emotional unstable and get pissed easily. FYI, Dude A is one person that I am closest to before I went to Sarawak in pursuit of my degree.

I remember we used to do almost everything together. Have we really grow apart? Or he just can't take my sarcasm anymore? I feel that somehow he seems to be more uptight and less humor.

I think Dude A is emo-prone as well, just that I didn't have the heart to point it directly to his face. Lol.

Face lift

Decided to give my blog a little bit of face lift. Not really little as you can see 90% of the background has changed.

It doesn't have any sort of "wow" factor because I just simply choose a template from the website.

I love the background picture a lot though, I think Chinese calligraphy are those silent beauty that we take for granted.

In case you don't know, despite my constant presence on Facebook and MSN, I am actually quite busy with my lab work for my final year project.

下雨天，留客天

讨厌雨季！

把我这个本来就慵懒的人搞得更无精打采，就只想躲在被窝里打滚，美中不足的是被子不够暖。

早上醒来才发现没有任何的热饮可以冲，还真的有够郁闷的。

上课完毕走出讲堂，看着倾盆大雨可偏偏没有雨伞，无奈！！

好希望新年快点到，我需要热乎乎的气氛来暖暖我寒冷无趣的雨季。但我觉得到时候我一定会投诉天气好炎热，觉得自己有点难搞的。呵呵

just a thought

I know is too soon to talk about it, but I am struck by the thought of moving out and living alone. Not alone, more like away from parents.

Is just a thought right now, don't think is going to work out though. BECAUSE yours truly here is lazy, untidy, no income.

Maybe I should get my brother along? Then at least he can do most of the housework. Nah, that can only happen if I didn't strangle him first.

Ahuh, get an older GF with her own place. Lol, now I m getting a bit too dreamy.

二人世界

古巨基有首歌的开场第一句是：其实自己一个更开心，只等你讲

没有错，两个人如果在一段不愉快的恋爱中，还不如一个人活得自由精彩。

从来不曾有认真恋爱过的我还是相信快乐是最重要的，哪怕吃的，穿的，驾的都不比上其他人，单纯的快乐相处就足够了。

我一直不否认自己是个怕寂寞的人，就是这一股感觉让我很珍惜身边陪伴我的朋友。也因为这样我更特别想要一个谈得来的伴。

最棒的二人世界不是躲在房间里两个人单独相处，而是感觉到对方和你一样享受着彼此的存在且不比理会其他人投于异样的眼光。

全世界6亿人口，单单一个小如马来西亚的小国就有2千6百万人，要在茫茫人海中找到对的人不简单。在这么庞大的人群里，相识就已经是缘分，相爱更是需要感觉的酝酿，时间的配合，双方的包容。幸运的人可能很容易就能找到，勤劳的人可能经过多次的尝试和失败最终也开花结果了。容易受伤的人可能一次的失败就会被打败了。

我没有很容易的就找到适合的人，所以我不是幸运的人。

我也没有多次尝试的经验，所以我也不是勤劳的人。

我更没有因为一两次的失败而气馁，我想我不是容易受伤的人？

我只是一个深深爱着她的人，一个只要听听她声音就会很快乐的人，一个看见她傻傻的表情就会身不由自地笑起来的人。

人因为贪心而把很多东西都搞砸了，因此我学会了知足。

人因为怀疑而把很多事情都变复杂了，因此我选择了相信。

人因为怕受伤害而选择不要尝试，因此我决定要勇敢的爱。

我因为你而感到无比的快乐，所以我也很希望你能够一样的快乐。

7491,不要再犹豫了，敢敢去吧。

8002，7491不适合你的啦，还是把心机放在工作上吧，呵呵